rumah tua

aku kembali setelah lama menyepi
ke rumah kosong yang pernah kudiami
kembali untuk mengimbau kenangan
kembali mengejar masa silam
kembali ke zaman kanak-kanak yang telah hilang

suatu ketika dahulu
inilah tempatku
disinilah aku bertatih, berjalan dan berlari
tempat aku diajar mengaji
tempat bernyanyi dan menari
tempat sembunyi dikala susah hati

perlahan aku memasuki
kerumah kosong yang tiada berpenghuni
sunyi....sepi
aku menjengah kedalam ruangan kosong itu
masih seperti dulu tidak terusik
nampak berusia dan ditinggalkan
dulunya kemas dan bersih sentiasa
sekarang berdebu dan berhabuk semuanya

sayang...
jika dilihat oleh mata tua itu
pasti sedih dia
pasti menangis dia
pasti tidak terjangka oleh mindanya
tapi malangnya
si tua itu sudah tiada
hampir seabad perginya
rumah tua peninggalannya semakin sesak
sesak pada pandangan si pelihat
dulunya cantik berwarna warni
kini kusam tidak berwarna berlumut di sisi
semak samun memagari
mata si cucu menjadi saksi
hancur punah harapan di hati
mengharap berkumpul di suatu hari
di rumah tua yang bakal diruntuhkan tidak lama lagi

what makes you SMILE??

I was looking through flickr and I found this page and was inspired by it to write this post by www.flickr.com/photos/jasonmcd/2271534276/.

So here are few things that make me smile (not in order):

- Waking up on time, in a good mood.
- presents
- listening to the exact song I want to listen over and over again.
- Surprises (good ones of course.)
- making other people happy (especially someone who is sad)
- wear something nice
- Funny things.
- jokes not the lame one of course
- New things. I tend to get so excited about everything especially new things
- Thinking back on some embarrassing moments, (there's been way too many.)
- making new friends.
- Complements.
- getting good grades and being praised by the lecturer
- A text or message or letter out of the blue from someone I haven't talked to in a long time.
- The sound of true laughter.
- little kids and babies
- anything cute
- When I find money in my pocket! (I have habits to keep my money everywhere XP)
- a simple cute text message from anyone
- spending time with my friends
- Remembering those 'back in the day' moments makes me smile.
- talking to my mom
- get a hug
- a smile from other people and it is really very pleasant indeed


I'll probably add more as I think of them. I think I will be a very good idea to get to know what makes other people smile. so I make this a tag.
:)

list down things that make you smile :D
Post this as : What makes you smile??
Tag :

Ajwad
Syakir
Ally
Sal
Kak sara
Lala
Anna
Bear
Yaya
Mein
ghazi

i hope you will keep on SMILING

to my very best friend during in MRSM shasha, take note that i will always be there for you. specially dedicated for you and i want you to remember it:

“I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me- I’m going to smile”

thanks a lot pak cik JPJ!!

to think that i may have to extend my driving class till the end of this month really makes me mad. not because of i cant drive but it is because of those JPJ officers from alor setar.this morning like usual i woke up early and getting read for my driving class. at about 8 am the car that supposedly to come and fetch me hast arrived yet.so i keep on waiting until 830 and they still not here so i called kak ros ( the manager)
*ignore the kedah slang :P

kak ros : hello
me: hello kak ros...lana ni.kete x sampai-sampai lagi ni.macam mana??x larat tunggu dah ni.
kak ros : owh ya ka?..isk diorang ni la x telepon kamu semalam la ni..kak ros da suruh bagitau da smalam.tade klas arini
me : laa..kenapa pulak tade kak ros? kang saya x sempat nak habiskan jalan raya tu..payah la nk buat test nant
kak ros : itu la yg kak ros suruh depa bagitau..JPJ x boleh nak buat khamis ni.depa takmau mai sini sebab x cukup org nak buat test.kalau kamu nak 17 dengan 30 ni je la yg boleh pun.kak ros da try nak suruh buat jugak tp depa takmau datang nak buat macam mana..
me : haduiii..ye la kak ros.nant saya telepon balik.komformkan balik

so..thats it. this 30/11 will be my driving test.hopefully i will not have to extend it again.im so tired of this crap.

I.R.TALK

juz wanna promote this blog.IRTalk..
not really sure blog ni pasal apa but cam interesting
so anyone yg bored sila2 la melawat blog neh ya :D
sumthing that i know is that mein is gonna be one of the writer for this blog so lets check it out !!

gila2 lagi

no entry guys!! im taken :D

taken by whom? by byakuya XD..hehe
gilak tgk BLEACH balik da skang neh..jum2 ramai2 tgk BLEACH

wut to do???

WHAT TO DO LIST??

herm...seems like im going to spend my holidays in penang this time. bukan pegi jalan-jalan but kena keje plak. my mom have come out with a very good idea (according to her) which is to find a part time job for me. so most of my time cuti ni akan dihabiskan di stesen minyak jadi cashier for my kazen. :P

macam best coz dapat duwet gaji but then to think again pagi ada klas driving ptg kena pegi stesen. so macam kelam kabut sket coz kena ulang-alik kulim ke penang.haishhh

>.<

once..
i found myself lying
on the soft green grass
under the warm sun
lying there all by myself
hoping that it would last forever
the warm feeling that i felt inside

once...
i sat alone
under the big rambutan tree
the one tree that used to be my favorite
thinking of the past, the present and the future
again... alone under that big rambutan tree
thinking of the choices and mistakes that i made

once...
i keep dreaming of my own fantasy land
my dreamland that i will be happy
laughing and smiling all day long
flying like a bird
high up in the air
just me and my happy land

once...
i used to be a child
that keep praying, hoping and dreaming
a child that never feel scared
never fear of what had been waiting ahead
because she thinks she will be save
in her small and quiet place she had in mind

now...
that small child had grown
she realized she was wrong
but still
somewhere in her
she believes she still had the small child inside of her still
still hoping and dreaming
though things will be more complicated in her life
she know she will be save
in her small and quiet place


just something that i write because of too bored.haven't been writing like this for quite a long time..LOL

utk ajwad : da UPDATE XD

malas

so malas....sori...will b updating soon..but not so soon.. >.<

a.l.o.n.e

stupid for you

being listening to this song by marie digby over and over again...feels like it sum all about what i feel right now

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Oh, oh stupid for you.. (Repeat)

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...


I've fallen stupid for you..
oh, oh stupid for you..
oh, oh, oh, oh

stupid mistake

demmit!...again i have done something wrong.
*sigh

hope things will get better soon

new things at home '____'

the one part of the house..will be getting new sofa :P

my mom called just now and guessed what??my dad nak jual kete dia..adoi!!! baik kasi ak.. :( n my mom cakap dia nk kasi space utk kete baru :P (is it what i thought i was?? :P)...well maybe not coz my dad cakap beria-ia aritu tanak kasi kete so there will be no car for this young lady up till delta i guess...*sigh...but then again my mom ambik kesempatan nak besarkan lagi our house yg sedia besar and her new plan is to buy some new sofa to be put outside our house..tempat rehat2 petang2 katanye...and again nant x risau ke orang curik ke sofa tu nant.da la kat luar..adoii!!..huhu pape la duwet dia..bli kete utk ak pun tape gak :P * sigh

in need for cars '___'

kete yg dalam perancangan akan dijual

crazy handbags give out

click sini!!!!!

seryes x nyesal coz handbags planet is giving out lots of handbags due to the launching of thier new website :D (cool ohhhh!) and better coz its for FREE!!

but benda ni within 24 hours jek so cepat2 laaaa...

special edited by.....

hehe...kad raya yg specially done by nad :P wuhuuu!!!!..haha
actually dia x bg upload tp ak degil gak nak upload kat sini...haha..cantik seyh dia edit (baca dgn perasan terharu) ---->rasa cam nak nangis sebab terharu sgt :P

photo-gediks with bff

pictures taken during second day of raya at alyaa house (sebelah umah i jek)....was very2 happy coz its been quite a long time i haven't meet them.

actually there were 4 of us..me,alyaa,rafa and shuk. but somehow shuk decided to become missing in action and gets alyaa mad and starts to bebel2 like mami jarum yg trnampak anak dia kna ngorat :P..haha..but whatever it is kitorang sume gembira sangat2 dapat berkumpul balik macam dulu2 and talk about our life,s now..and rafa x habis2 tangkap gamba coz da terlalu addicted nak tgkp gamba guna phone:P...so here is the picture of the 3 of us gediks2 tangkap gamba using my phone and rafa's...(gamba x clear coz guna cam phone) :D

the hotties in baju kurung :P....alyaa in blue and rafa in green :)

da nak balik cyber like in few more hours..cant wait but thinking of the assignment and the exams...huhu...

mood now : hyperactive

being listening toi will follow you into the dark for the whole morning...got to go and masak2 now :D

selamat hari raya!!!

just wanna wish all of u selamat hari raya and maaf zahir dan batin kalau ada buat salah, terkasar bahasa and pape la..minta maaf minta ampun..semoga semua bergembira di hari raya ini..

salam aidilfitri ikhlas;
liyana :)

survey!!

tag 7 person in ur list,,

1) Last night, did you go to sleep happy?

~ i did not sleep..was too scared to sleep alone in this house :(

.

2) When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone?

~err..smalam. try baju abru depan mein :p

.

3) Anyone told you a secret this week?

~ err..entoh

.

4) Did you have a good day yesterday?

~ lepas berbuka tu dikira good gak la coz 1 whole day mein n i tdo jek :P

.

5) What was the highlight of today?

~ pack baju!!!esok balik kulim :D

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6) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

~ ahuh..yeah!!

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7) What happened at 3:00am today?

~ tgk harry potter sambil dl lagu melly goeslow byk2..

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8) When was the last time you took a picture with your number 3 friend?

~ err??number 3.apakaa?

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10) Do you hate anyone?

~ backstabbers n ppl who broke their promises

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11) Do they know who they are?

~ i dunno.but i do hope they realize

12) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

~ bread of course!!

.

13) When did you last cry?

~ few days back..thanks lala for telling me the truth

.

14) Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?

~ ahuh!! a lot

.

15) Do you have a good relationship with your mother?

~ yea.love her vry2 much! :)

.

16) Are you slowly distancing from someone you love?

~ i guess so.. i have to didnt i?

.

17) When was the last time you bought something?

~ yesterday..baju raya!!

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18) Have you ever told someone you love them?

~ yeah

.

19) Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong?

~ err..penah kot.tp cam sia2 jek buat camtu

.

21) What do you want in your life right now?

~ so many!! cant list them down...

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22) Is there anyone that calls you baby?

~err..tade kot.im to big to be called baby

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23) In the next 4 months what are you looking forward to the most?

~ presents..hopefully new car :P

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24) Why?

~ its my birthday!!

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25) Who were the last 5 texts in your inbox from?

~ remy..chip..ajwad

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26) What are you thinking of right now?

~ nak balik kulim!!

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27) When and where was the last time you partied?

~entah..da lama sgt sampai da x igt...*sigh

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29) Have you ever been tanning?

~ sunbathing?oww yea.alot time f4 n f5 dulu haha..paling truk time plkn:P

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30) Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online?

~ oww yes i do!..

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31) When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?

~yesterday when baha said im in the 2nd place utk org paling cantik di mmu...haha wth!!gila merepek siot haahaha..adoi!

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32) Have any crazy family members?

~ ada2..my idiot crazy cuzzin *zamani

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33) Did you tell someone something today?

~alone in the house..im not talking to anyone

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34) Do you wear Crocs?

~ nope..dont even like it

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35) Do you like dressing up?

~ depends la..slalunye cam x jek..

.

36) Have you ever considered a sex change?

~ heh??

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38) What will you buy next?

~ ntah..nothing in my mind

.

39) Are you totally bored?

~ yeah!!!!so damn bored.sebab tu la buat benda alah ni

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40) What's on your mind right now?

~ nak tido..nak pack..nak balik!!!

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41) What are you wearing?

~ singlet n track

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42) Any plans for today?

~ tdo n packing je kot...n marathon movie :D

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44) What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?

~ my favourite bestie n rumate...luv her sooo much!!

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45) What's your favorite Gatorade flavor?

~ ????

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46) What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

~ busuk!da senyum da?

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47) What is/are your phones?

~ both sony ericson

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48) What's beside you right now?

~ my lightbox

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49) Where do you want to be right now?

~ my home sweet home

50) What time is it?

~ 3.37 pm

i wanna tag:
- lala
- yaya
- chip
- ajwad
- kamil
- maher
- mein

few months back ~

just something i wanna share with u guys. these pictures were taken somewhere in townhouse and cyberpark earlier this sem..time ni still noob guna camera.in fact it was my first using my sony a200 :D.. ENJOY!