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once..
i found myself lying
on the soft green grass
under the warm sun
lying there all by myself
hoping that it would last forever
the warm feeling that i felt inside

once...
i sat alone
under the big rambutan tree
the one tree that used to be my favorite
thinking of the past, the present and the future
again... alone under that big rambutan tree
thinking of the choices and mistakes that i made

once...
i keep dreaming of my own fantasy land
my dreamland that i will be happy
laughing and smiling all day long
flying like a bird
high up in the air
just me and my happy land

once...
i used to be a child
that keep praying, hoping and dreaming
a child that never feel scared
never fear of what had been waiting ahead
because she thinks she will be save
in her small and quiet place she had in mind

now...
that small child had grown
she realized she was wrong
but still
somewhere in her
she believes she still had the small child inside of her still
still hoping and dreaming
though things will be more complicated in her life
she know she will be save
in her small and quiet place


just something that i write because of too bored.haven't been writing like this for quite a long time..LOL

utk ajwad : da UPDATE XD