sincerely

i have made a little thinking and observing lately and yeah, a lot of things has changes. not only me but people around me as well.

> everyone that i am used to be closed not really there now.
> my sis and bros all have gone for their intern and some even going to be
graduating this august.
> people that i can call good friends has become less each days.
> i have sticking in my room more then ever and haven't done any of those
usual things i used to do anymore - going out with best friends and girlfriends
>.<
( did i even have any ? yeah i still got few)
> i finally make the decision to keep on hurting peoples feeling and stay with
being single - it is going to hurt you more if u be with me doesn't it?
> people are leaving me behind actually or is it me that are moving forward to
fast?

i think this time what i really want is to be having fun living this way.being happy with these few people i would like to called true friends and cherished each day like i never before.

work hard and face the world with the new me.i am going to love each steps i take and leave behind all those painful memories as the history of life.

from the bottom of my heart.i really missed those days but i wont regret it and i also am thankful for what had happened.