maaf

maaf teman2 dan jugak blog ku ini..da lama x disentuh.da makin berhabuk da.semua kerana sibuk dengan event dan assingment yang tidak sudah2..tapi x lama lagi akan habis semua itu dan dengan ini saya berjanji akan mengupdate seberapa kerap yg mungkin sehabisnya submission assingment terakhir XP

matte painting

ni first time ak buat matte painting.sebenarnya buat pun sebab assignment..tapi bila da lama2 buat cambest plak rasa..ngeee...neway just wanna share my first punya matte painting.agak cam bodo2 sket and x cantik pun sebenarnye.coz baru blaja kan.still ak rasa ak sgt suka yg ni to be compared ngan yg lain2 ak try buat coz ni adalah my first xperience ever..ahaks!

so ni la gamba before and after matte painting ak :D

Rules : It's harder than it looks. Copy your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag the people you want, Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You can't use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl answer question.

Haha.. I myself is confused with the rules.

1. What is your name?
liyana

2. A four letter word
lame

3. A boy's name
lim

4. A girl's name
lala

5. An occupation
lecturer..hehe

6. A color
lime green

7. Something you'll wear
Socks

8. A food
lasagna

9. Something found in the bathroom
lotion

10. A place
lubuk >_<

11. A reason for being late
lazy..memang ye pun

12. Something you'd shout
lantak la!!..ahaks!

13. A movie title
los and faun...hehe

14. Something you drink
latte

15. A musical group
linkin park..wuhuu!!

16. An animal
leopard

17. A street name
lorong haji taib..haha

18. A type of car
Lamborghini..ni nama kete la kan?

19. Title of a song
last night-the strokes

haha..sori kak diha and kak sara.lamabat buat tag neh.neway thanks for the tagging luv u ^___^ muahhxx

those trips

its been a while since i have updated my blog.a bit busy lately coz klas yg teramat full and meeting yg byk lagi.huhu..anyway, last week before menghantar kak diha ke shah alam coz dia da nak balik perlis kitorang telah membuat perancangan nak gik melawat zoo.so ari isnin aritu kitorang pegi la zoo and dengan jayanye saya telah skip klas for that day XD
the best part is i havent been to zoo for quite a long time.if i am not mistaken the last time i went to a zoo was when i am in standard 5.wow!!! sgt lama la jugak.so dengan semangat membara nk gik jumpa binatang2yg comel2 tu bertolak la kitorang ke zoo negara. here i have upload a few pictures taken.ini jek yg termampu nak upload.so...

note to kak diha and others >>> kalau nak gamba yg lain2 nant buzz2 lana yek :D

dear PIKORI

Dear Pikori,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our affair is over. I think I realized it Last year In women's clothing and I saw you Sit on My father. I'm sure you're Scared enough to understand How boring you are. I'm returning Your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep Your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I Hate your guts To hate the Boston Celtics .

Your everlasting enemy,

LAna

p/s: sorry i have to do this.i was tagged by mein and this is only a joke.seriously azri i dont hate you :D.

other 6 people to tag :
= halu
= kak diha
= soul
= pikori
= eiman
= kak eira


Instructions to Write this Hate Letter:
1. Copy the letter:

Dear _____, (the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,

-Your name-

2. Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below
3. Tag anyone u want!

Answers:
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

blackout

di kala da tade keje sangat la aku buat benda alah ni.da lama x menulis so cam merepek jek outcome dia. but aku x kisah coz yg penting dapat meluahkan perasaan.

time ni elektrik umah tade.in fact, 1 taman tade elektrik.even taman bawah pun blackout.so sementara nak tunggu elektrik ada balik aku habiskan masa tulis ni :

penat..panas
aku bosan
keseorangan
di dalam bilik kosong
yang gelap dan sunyi
aku dikelilingi kepekatan malam
sepi..
terbaring lesu di atas katil
merenung ke satu arah
kosong..hitam
hanya itu yang kelihatan
aku bosan sendiri
tiada bunyi-bunyi yang menarik perhatian
tiada apa untuk dilihat
aku bosan
sepi
seorangku terbaring
menanti saat mata terpejam
biar aku boleh berjalan
berlari dan menari
di alam mimpi
penuh fantasi
bosan aku sendiri

life

life is what you can make of it.treasure it

in the blue sky the white clouds float around
and it's really pretty to look at
i really don't want to say things such as "i want to go
back to ow things were before"
i recognize how i am right now, and i will continue to live on

even though i have been hurt before by those heartless glances
this also helped me to understand that around me
there still exists some gentle glances
therefore i definitely won't run away
that's what I'll do. definitely, always

i like the sound of the ball, echoing in the gym
the quiet classroom after class
the view outside the window
the wooden floor of the corridors
talking in homeroom
i like all of these
I'm likely to only cause trouble for people
and it might not really do me any good to stay here
even if it's like that, i still want to stay here
because this is the place where i am
to able to be

*quote from one liter of tears

get lost!!!

bad news..
i just hate bad news
why must i see you again?
i thought your time has come
so get lost
not that i hate you or what
but.yeah.i hate you
it is not a secret anymore
so get lost
be a pain on other people ass
get off mine
i hate you.so damn hate you
why?
no specific reason
i just hate you
please don't mess with my life
because i will mess yours if you do
people said do not play with fire
fire will burn you
so get lost
because i simply hate you

really?

my name hidden meaning

You Are Peaceful and Content
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

is it really true??im not so sure about it.but its fun to get to know the meaning of ur name :D

am i really happy?

i went through this 1 site and found a quiz on are you really happy.so i took and guess what the results are? i am HAPPY!!

You Are Pretty Happy
You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is

so am i happy??yeah i am!

ur name please?

What Liyana Means:

L is for Lovable

I is for Intense

Y is for Yummy

A is for Altruistic

N is for Naughty

A is for Alert


What Lana Means:

L is for Loving

A is for Alluring

N is for Naive

A is for Abstract

bad shushi >.<

just now i surf the internet and found this page where they taught us how to make you own shushi.wow!cool!

however..when i told my mom about it.she told me
mom:kakak.stop makan shushi la.shushi tu x elok
me:lorr.asal plak?ok jek kakak makan
mom:mak baca dalam internet aritu, ada orang neh dok mengadu dia sakit kepala.pi cek2 dr cakap dlm kepala dia ad banyak cacing.makan benda2 mentah tu.shushi tu x masak ada cacing sume nant masuk kepala dia beranak banyak2 dalam tu.
me:huhu..x plik la plak kan tiba2 jek ada cacing nak beranak dalam kepala.

huhu..anything can be possible.even if that worm want to make a whole village in our brains.dr house will say it is possible right?..

so now it is the end of my shushi lover time :P

new year celebration

ajwad thinks that he is a loser coz dia sambut new year depan pc dia..well.means aku pun loser gak la.n tambah loser because instead of tgk movie or doing sketching aku study.on new year!!..huhu..cam sedeyh gak la new year kali ni but rasanye ini 1 permulaan yang baik..

azam tahun baru 2009 :
[1] dapat dean list...kalau x boleh sgt pun pulihkan balik result bg dapat 3 above
[2] nak kuruskan badan...target in 3 months berat turun sama cam berat lala :P
[3] nak bf yang comel before besday...boleh ke??

chaiyok2!!! and gud luck utk everyone for 2009 :D

tag by Cik Melur yg hot

Do you think you are hot?
not really..cute maybe..haha

Upload a favourite picture of you.





Why do you like that picture?
I look different

The last song you listen too?
sahrul gunawan- jadi pendampingku

What name you prefer beside yours?
kimki

People to tag :
[1] mein
[2] bahia
[3] bapak
[4] salmiyati
[5] ally


Who is number [1]?
my roommate and budak paling kecik dlm umah

Number [3] is having a relationship with?
not so sure..tah..

Say something about number [5]..
she is one of my classmate and they called her mama.suka memasak and food and i like to view her blog because of that reason

How about number [4]?
dia jarang2 buat tag so kali ni dia kena buat

Last but not least,

Who is number [2]?
my housemate yg sgt comel even kalau dia marah sgt mengejutkan coz dia nampak plik bila maki org.sgt2 comel.

how worth it?

HumanForSale.com - Fun Quizzes

source of happiness

this is aiman. i think so.i guess.x ingat apa nama dia sebenarnye.anyway.he is a cuite isn't he.found him playing around in cyberpark with her mother and siblings.he so adorable and makes me wanted to smile.somehow i felt calm when dealing with kids.even when i am stressed out.i love children so much.so maybe that is one way i can released my tension and stress.playing with kids.have fun.forget the world.and be a kid once more.where everything is fun and no problems to think about.

honesty

honestly, can anyone be sincere of what they feel about others?can the like be sincere about what they think and do?i don't think so.even a tiny single lies.they just cannot be honest can they?i am so sorry that my point of view towards others has changed.a lot.since that incident.since what happened.everyone is using everyone.that is what i think.now.

now here i am.sitting alone in my room.doing nothing but staring on the empty wall of our room.yes.i am alone.alone and miserable.just please, i beg you.someone.anyone.would you care to understand me.even if you are a stranger. i won't mind.just please.and now.here i am.feeling so upset.like my world has gone down the drain.my heart is empty.like a cave so dark where no lights can be seen.i am looking for you.my light.the light that have fade away.fading away and leaving me alone.crying. all on my own.with no where to go and no one to turn to.please oh please.find me again.

benci

aku..emotional.over sensitif
yeah.memang aku macam tu
dari dulu dan sejak azali lagi
so kenapa korang peduli
aku cepat terasa
memang.korang ambik tahu ke?
tade kan.so just get lost

tapi.aku senyum.pura-pura.
depan semua.saja nak cover.
kenapa?
nak jaga hati.yeah.jaga hati semua
tapi korang?ada jaga hati aku?
tade kan?korang x peduli pun

dulu.ada orang cakap kat aku.
tayah pikir la orang lain.just be yourself
bole ke?.bullshit je semua tu
kalau aku jadi diri aku korang boleh terima ke?
aku emosi.cepat terasa.kuat cemburu.sangat sensitif
korang boleh terima ke?
aku takkan peduli lagi
sebab korang pun tak peduli kan aku
kawan konon.bila perlu baru cari.whatever!

i hate it when i tried to tell someone or anyone about something, people keep on trying to ignore me. and the fact that i was being surrounded by a lot of people and friends, i still felt alone. alone and miserable. faking a happy smile to others.
i hate it when i keep trying hard to help and to do something good, everyone just stood there and watch me like i am a mad girl talking about things that make no sense at all to them.
trying hard to figure out this that will make them respect me more is hard and tired. and i hate it. so damn hate it a lot. and i envy the life that they lead. seems like it was easy for them though. but for me? just wanted to be alone.