fate and dreams

everyone have their own dreams.things that they want to achieve.

i want it to. i want it so damn badly..huhu...my dreams???what??hurmm..haha..

but the things is how to achieve an impossible dreams?why?..coz there is fate.how hard you have tried to achieve your dreams in the end your fate will decide for you whether you gonna have it or not...ermmm..so not worth it right? but it is good to have a dream. and fun to dream of everything.be a dreamer and you will be happy.and hoping that someday your dreams will come true :D

im sick...again!!

baru je pas baik like one week and because of that stupid x jadi photoshoot im sick again.sume sebab tdo and got major headache and then suhu badan pun da naik...and now da start sneezing like hell!! ohhhh GOD..hate this.

down to the drain

not really in a good mood.everything that i have planned for today da jadi cam apa tah.sume x jadi.
starting with my talent tarik diri last minit.what the heck!!!! so i have to cancel my photo shoot today and went back to sleep..bukan sebab ngantuk but sebab geram+stress+sakit ati sume2 la...and guess what? wake up at 3 and was to malas nak buat apa2 so i sambung tido. means i end up tdo one whole day.luckily "si busuk" wake me up about 1 hour before berbuka and i was like ok need to get up now.but then lepas da bangun sume and still sebab tade mood and i dont feel hungry so i decided to not doing anything and keep on lying there x gerak2 until 730. pastu baru i bangun and drink a bit and solat then sambung baring and layan lagu sampai tertdo and again "si busuk" wake me up with his message and i pn bangun and message2 and got serious headache..now here i am dunno wut to do and having headache....

adoi!!!!

cite ni : kekasihku seru tayangan di TV3..

but memandangkan umah kitoran tade tv so dengan jayanye every week layan cite ni kat tenet..but smalam rasa cam nak bunuh diri je coz i thought i would be the last episode already but the time tgh layan cite ni with mein suddenly abis camtu je.tengah2 klimaks la plak tu an..ya Allah...bole korang bayangkan x perasaan time tu..adoi la..da termencarut jap pagi td..abis pahala bulan puasa neh..neway x ley nak saba da nak tgk apa jadi next week..menanti dengan penuh perasaan

to u guys yg x pnah tgk cite ni silalah tgk n korang takkan menyesal..yakin seyakin yakinnyelaaa.:D

tag by ajwad >.<

1. click to dlod the song:
http://www.4shared.com/file/62874376/757fde5a/Miley_Cyrus_-_7things.html?dirPwdVerified=c90b3cec (wajib dlod.. if dis link's broken, ask d song from me la senang..)
2. list 7 ppl to tag under this post
3. write 7 things i like / hate about my partner / admirer..


okayhh...basically he tags me ...duhhh

but hey...no emo2 da coz karang ada org tu ckp buttercup cakap saya busuk..cess

n what i need to do is to listen to 7 things i hate about you by miley cyrus and write 7 things i like / hate about my partner / admirer..

so here it is the 7 things that i hate bout u :

1.u r nice
2.u r sweet
3.u make me jealous
4.u make me cry
5.u make laugh
6.u make me think of you
7.u make me love you

the 7 people ill tag:
-kak sarah
-kamil
-maher
-nad
-bahia
-sirap
-sal

alkisah si mengong

kisah ini mengisahkan ak..buttercup dan si pemain musik,

buttercup(kekasih pujaan semua anak dara pingitan) tinggal di sebuah umah usang yg turut didiami oleh tuan2 umah yang hot n gojes..lalala..pewiit~

hendak dijadikan kisah.cik mek molek yakni saya a.k.a si chumel lana yg sgt wangi semerbak harum kemboja pagi telah menjejakan kaki ke kawasan umah usang tersebut gara-gara semangat waja yg begitu jitu hendak menuntut ilmu dengan tuan mahaguru gg da bomb.

di saat mula-mula memasuki umah itu saya pn terlihatkan buttercup yg sgt hensem n gojesnye mengalahkan tuan mahaguru gg trus lah saya terjatuh hati intan payung sehinggakan melibatkan insiden kejatuhan rumah tangga mereka *(hanya yg terlibat shja tahu insiden rumah tangga ini)*...dengan tidak semena-mena saya pun memecut 100 meter ke arah dia sehingga mengalahkan rekod yg dicipta watson nyambek...*tiada yg kena mengena antara yg idup dan yg akan meninggal dunia* utk memeluk kekasih pujaan hati ku itu. ketika saya membelai-belai dia bagai minyak masak umah tersebut yg sudah hampir habis...turunlah si pemain musik jalanan a.k.a perampas kekasihku memanggilku naik keatas utk menghadap tuan mahaguru gg da bomb dan bermulalah kelas pengajaran beliau.sesudah tamat pembelajaran tersebut saya pun memasuki kamar peraduan si pemain musik tersebut dan terlihat dia sedang bermesra-mesra bersama kekasih hatiku buttercup...oh..hancur luluh hatiku ketika itu dan ku trus berniat mengganggu si pemain musik itu berlatih bermain lagu tiga kupang...lalala...dan ku khabarkan pada dia akan ku culik kekasihku itu pulang ke mahligaiku yg terletak di bukit ditertinain A.


to: buttercup...akan saya culik kamu nant...huahuahua..nantkan kemunculanku :D

p/s:kemaruk nak kucing..nak kucing..nak kucing...rinsu buttercup!!!!

tag by capix ngok ngek!!

windu capix..n recently i read his blog n well he tags me..wuhuu!!!


1st tag :

- State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.

- The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.

- No tag backs (as in once I’ve done this, please don’t tag this exact tag again.)

1. i am not really friendly
2. i dont like to talk much
3. i have sensitive heart.
4. i like to cry
5.i likes to hug something everywhere i go
6. i am scared of the dark
7. i like the colors green and red
8. I like to put my money everywhere.
9. i love my friends more than anything
10. i can be the worst enemy ever
11. i dont like to draw
12. i am not creative
13. i like to read
14. i am totally in love!!!
15. i have no confident in me

I will tag -

-ajwad
-yaya
-maher
-kamil
-kak sarah



2nd tag:

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
- zainal

2. What were you doing at 0800?
- sleeping

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
- berbuka with my housemates

4. What happened to you in 2006?
- spm....confess..urgh

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
- mein jgn jerit....

6. What color is your hairbrush?
- blue

7. What was the last thing you paid for?
- nasi utk berbuka td

8. What’s the weather like today?
- not really sure coz i am inside my room for the whole day

9. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
- chocolate

10. What excites you?
- someone.. ^___^

11. Do you want to cut your hair?
- yeah but not now..mayb on my birthday

12. Are you over the age of 25?
- nope..sweet 19 though

13. Do you talk a lot?
- yeah sometimes..i actually prefer to be quiet but people always gets me wrong and think that i am emo..wth!!

14. Do you watch the O.C ?
- nope

15. Do you know anyone named Steven?
- yeah!!

16. Are you a jealous person?
- thinks so but i keep it cool

17. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ A ‘?
- ana

18. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ K ‘?
- kak dha

19. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
- Mom

20. What does the last text message your received say?
- tuh r i bangun sampai kul 10...bla.bla.bla...enjoy ur sahur :D

21. What was the last thing you ate?
- nasi lauk kedai baru

22. Will you get married in the future?
- mayb..hopefully..yeah i want to get marry

23. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
- havent went to see any

24. Is there anyone you like right now?
- lalala..yeah!!!!...

25. Are you currently depressed?
- not really just a bit heart broken..only a tiny little crack

26. Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?
- haha..jyeah..cite lama *angel

27. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
- currently : flavour of life

28. What should you be doing right now?
- the stop motion thingy

29. Why did you answer and post ni?
-coz capix tags me and i miss him a lot and i am a bit lazy to do my work rite now and yeah havent update this blog for a while..lalala

30. Tag 5 people who would do this survey

-ajwad n buttercup
-kamil
-yaya
-bapak
-ana

tag by ajwad >.<

1. click to dlod the song:
http://www.4shared.com/file/62874376/757fde5a/Miley_Cyrus_-_7things.html?dirPwdVerified=c90b3cec (wajib dlod.. if dis link's broken, ask d song from me la senang..)
2. list 7 ppl to tag under this post
3. write 7 things i like / hate about my partner / admirer..


okayhh...basically he tags me ...duhhh

but hey...no emo2 da coz karang ada org tu ckp buttercup cakap saya busuk..cess

n what i need to do is to listen to 7 things i hate about you by miley cyrus and write 7 things i like / hate about my partner / admirer..

so here it is the 7 things that i hate bout u :

1.u r nice
2.u r sweet
3.u make me jealous
4.u make me cry
5.u make laugh
6.u make me think of you
7.u make me love you

the 7 people ill tag:
-kak sarah
-kamil
-maher
-nad
-bahia
-sirap
-sal

oh GOD,

.....sometimes i wonder if i do it wrong
sometime i wonder if it is me
sometime i keep wonder what will it be if it is true

keep on wondering...





p/s : im sorry.dont mean to hurt u

i am stupid

........................ i am an idiot
.................. and
.............................. i am so damn clumsy

for falling into you

but that is me.let me be me and love me
.................... coz true friend stick together

and i will always love you guys my friend

i am happy

dear friend

i am happy to know you

i am happy to be with you
i am happy to missed you
i am happy to love you
i am happy that you are there for me
i am happy to see you smile
i am happy that you make me laugh
i am happy that you care for me
i am happy that you make me cry
i am happy when you are around
i am happy that support me

and the best thing is

i am happy for you just being you and let me be myself

thanks for being my friend

changes

being doing a little bit of work and thinking lately..and i feel that i am alone.with all those people and good friends around i still thinks that somehow there are still something that went missing.
and you know what?..i have been missing all those days i spend with you lately. but things are going to change soon.i have been thinking of giving it a rest. i am going to stop what i have started and it is not your fault.it is mine i guess..just wanted you to be happy and keep myself away from problems. i dont like to create problems to anyone especially you and myself. so just say what u wanted to say and lets end it now. for everyones good.sorry if i ever hurt your feeling and i forgive you for doing the same to me.

:)

its been a while since since i last update my blog.quite busy with all the assignment especially photography class with che mat :(

want to share something that really catch my eye..huahua..got it from me a while a got.very cool.interesting design as well

http://www.artzmania.com/

i was goggling around the when i found this cool site. theres a lot of interesting question u can ask and see what i have found.


p/s : since its kamil birthday today so im in a birthday mood..haha
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/outcome.php


Your Birth date: February 18



You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause.
You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too.
Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others.
You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress.

Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years

Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities

Your power color: Crimson red

Your power symbol: Snowflake

Your power month: September

dear you,

in search of a happy future ahead i really want you to be with her. you know i like her a lot and she suits you well. being caring and understanding toward you is not my nature, its hers.so hopefully i can get it right..again..
hope that you will get used to it.the new you, the new me, and our new life.

friends forever . i still love you and want to see you happy.

p/s: i really miss u guys. miss my friends. miss my hometown and old me.hope to see you soon

menjaga hati

Yunno & Uvie - Menjaga Hati

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
Yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
Hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
Cinta tak di sini lagi kau t’lah berpaling

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Masih adakah cahaya rindumu
Yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
Aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
Meski kulihat kini kau di seberang sana

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali
Aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
Menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
Engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
Kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
Sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

somehow this song did give me a really big meaning. just something that i want to share :P

future~

this picture was taken sometimes ago. it was then i think i am really happy with my life, but then to think again it wasn't really as happy as i think it was.

sometimes things aren't happening like we wanted it to be. still being happy about the future is best. :D
and i am looking forward to a happy and interesting future ahead. lol~

hello~

its my new blog so its kind of not full yet.neway, im starting over a new me and a new life so here comes the new blog. no more sickening love stories eyh..haha